At the start of January 2018, I was in a bit of a funk, feeling
that familiar combination of mid-winter-blues-post-holiday-come-down coupled
with a slight cold-y under the weather sensation. You know the one. And so I made a beeline for a bookshop. I come from a family of keen readers and books have always been a huge part of my life, and so it is natural for me to turn to them when I am feeling a little low or introspective.
I had recently read that Mark Zuckerberg had pledged to read
a book a week and I thought I would buy a couple of books and see if I could
match his reading rate. I duly purchased a couple of comedic tomes – Animal by stand-up comic and actor Sarah
Pascoe, and Nomad ‘ghostwritten’ for
fictional character Alan Partridge. These, along with The Big Push by feminist scholar Cynthia Enloe, kicked off my literary
year.
Some of the books were significant works of literature, ones
regarded as classics such as Great
Expectations (okay), The Grapes of
Wrath (brilliant), and One Flew over
the Cuckoo’s Nest (misogynistic pro-establishment masquerading as counterculture). Some were light
hearted, though probably not enough of them given the challenges of the year.
Many of them were consciously or unconsciously feminist, which got my total of
female authors up quite significantly, though still not 50% which is something
I want to redress in the future. Many of them weighed in at the hundreds of pages
long, but the shortest book was a mediocre one called It’s Not How Good You Are, It’s How Good You Want To Be by Paul
Arden. If I’m honest, I read it in order to boost my numbers at a point when I wasn’t sure if I was going to make the full 52. I also read the
Ladybird book of Brexit but at a
whopping 200 words or whatever it was, I left it off the list.
I read fantasy, sci-fi, history, comedy, erotica, drama, booker prize winning, classics and mercifully little pap. I read things that made me want to throw the book in question at the wall. Ken Kesey - you have a lot to answer for. One Hundred Years of Solitude should be entitled One Hundred Years to Read This Book. I read things that made me cry and things that made me laugh out loud and things that made me want to stop reading because they were so horrible. Namely the description of Waris Dirie’s genital mutilation in Desert Flower, and the harrowing real events of Operation Lighthouse, the book written by the brothers who survived abuse and the murder of their beloved sister and mother at the hands of their narcissistic father. But I read every single word, no matter how difficult, because these were people’s lived experiences and we, as compassionate human beings, should not turn away from them.
My list of 100 fiction books from the TES |
More stats. Quite unwittingly, although I made a conscious
effort to read both fiction and non-fiction, I ended up reading them in an
exact 1:1 ratio! My total of female authors came to 22.5 out of 52 or 43% of
all books (the half is because one book was co-written by a female and male
author). However, of those female authors, most were in the non-fiction
section. Because I was consciously reading a lot of classics in order to cross
them off my dog-eared list of 100 books all teenagers should have read by the
time they finish their GCSEs according to the Times Ed, most of my fiction was
written by men and about men and boys. In fact, of 26 fiction books, only 10
were written by women even though I was really trying to read books written by
women! I am reminded of my own article about women’s writing as an undervalued and underexposed medium even in today’s supposedly ‘enlightened’ times.
Any surprises? I enjoyed Mark Twain more than I thought I
would. And I learned about public speaking , the menstrual cycle, and how to cultivate
good gut bacteria. I also tried the fast diet but that’s a blog post all of its
own, probably titled ‘Hangry’.
Top book of the year was If Women Rose Rooted by Sharon Blackie, just because I have never
read anything quite like it before, with its inspirational mix of female-
centred Celtic myths and personal story of finding one’s place in a world that
devalues women and the qualities of nurturance, cooperation and preservation of nature. This is the text that probably had the most profound effect on
me as it further helped to raise my consciousness and confidence. And I will never forget The Grapes of
Wrath. I really didn’t like Of Mice
and Men so I didn’t hold out a lot of hope for this much more sizeable work
by Steinbeck, but I was pleasantly surprised at how compelling it was. Shout
outs also to The Tenant of Wildfell Hall
by Anne Brontё and Edith Wharton’s The
Age of Innocence, though reading Austen’s Emma was a chore.
One of the nicest things about my year in literature was the
way in which I acquired books. Many of them were borrowed from friends, even
from my students, some from family, some from book swaps at the local community
centre, some from the library, though I purchased several myself. I deliberately tried to get them from other
sources as this would keep costs down, but it also had the added bonus of
creating discussions around shared books, some where our opinions differed
quite sharply, and others where we found something similar to love.
Rather memorably, I finished my 52 book challenge at about
50 minutes to midnight on New Year’s Eve having imbibed some substances which somewhat interfered with my focus and understanding of the work. I will
fondly cherish the memory of Germaine Greer’s no nonsense prose dancing around
the page with only a few minutes to go before entering 2019.
I admit that during the course of the year there were times
when I wished I could just read without the deadline of December 31st
looming on the horizon. I am a keen reader by any metric but the target of
reading a book a week sometimes seemed impossible as life had other ideas.
However, the challenge had me reaching for the written word more often than a screen
or remote control than otherwise. I firmly believe that this conscious action gave
me more of a calm, focused mind than if I’d passively reached for tech to
entertain me. And in an otherwise testing year with plenty of painful truths
emerging, books gave me solace and support as well as plenty of painful truths
of their own.
And as for 2019, I have joined an online book group that
only suggests a minimum of 12 books for the year in all sorts of interesting
categories. After reading in isolation, and pushing myself in quite the
literary marathon, this should be a pleasure and a relative breeze.
There is a 26 book alphabet challenge though. Tempted.
Here's the list in full, women authors in green and men in purple, with fiction first and...you can probably work out the rest.
1. The Age of Innocence - Edith Wharton
2. Kensuke’s Kingdom - Michael Morpurgo
3.
The Hobbit - JRR
Tolkein
4.
The Grapes of
Wrath - John Steinbeck
5.
Birdsong - Sebastian
Faulks
6.
Siddartha - Herman
Hesse
7.
Fahrenheit 451 -
Ray Bradbury
8.
The Adventures of
Tom Sawyer - Mark Twain
9.
The Tenant of
Wildfell Hall - Anne Bronte
10.
Adventures of
Huckleberry Finn - Mark Twain
11.
An Abundance of
Katherines - John Green
12.
Refugee Boy -
Benjamin Zephaniah
13.
Emma – Jane Austen
14.
The Daughters of
Egalia – Gerd Brantenberg
15.
Great Expectations
– Charles Dickens
16.
Treasure Island –
Robert Louis Stevenson
17.
The Girls – Emma
Cline
18.
Fanny Hill: A
Memoir of a Woman of Pleasure – John Cleland
19.
The Ministry of
Utmost Happiness – Arundhati Roy
20.
100 Years of
Solitude – Gabriel Garcia Marquez
21.
The Story of Tracy
Beaker – Jacqueline Wilson
22.
I Capture the
Castle – Dodie Smith
23.
My Sister Jodie –
Jacqueline Wilson
24.
Wonder – RJ
Palacio
25.
The Sleeper and
the Spindle – Neil Gaiman
26. One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest – Ken Kesey
27. The Big Push - Cynthia Enloe
28. Animal - Sarah Pascoe
29.
Nomad, Alan
Partridge - Neil Gibbons, Rob Gibbons and Steve Coogan
30. No Is Not Enough -
Naomi Klein
31.
Healing with
Crystals and Chakra Energes - Sue and
Simon Lilly
32.
Surviving the
Future - David Fleming
33.
Utopia for
Realists - Rutger Bregman
34.
Peace of Mind -
Thach Nhat Hanh
35.
Mindfulness: A
Practical Guide to Finding Peace in a Frantic World - Mark Williams and Danny
Penman
36.
Deeds Not Words:
The Story of Women’s Rights, Then and Now - Helen Pankhurst
37.
The Fast Diet -
Michael Mosley
38.
The Clever Guts
Diet - Michael Mosley
39.
Delusions of
Gender – Cordelia Fine
40.
Desert Flower –
Waris Dirie
41.
Testosterone Rex –
Cordelia Fine
42.
Cavaliers and
Roundheads; The English Civil War 1642-49 – Christopher Hibbert
43.
Freedom Fallacy;
The Limits of Liberal Feminism – Miranda Kiraly and Megean Tyler
44.
A Book for Her –
Bridget Christie
45.
Notes From a
Nervous Planet – Matt Haig
46.
It’s Not How Good
You Are, It’s How Good You Want To Be – Paul Arden
47.
Wild Power –
Alexandra Pope and Sjanie Hugo Wurlitzer
48.
If Women Rose
Rooted – Sharon Blackie
49.
TED Talks: The
Official TED Guide to Public Speaking- Chris Anderson
50.
Operation
Lighthouse: Reflections on our Family’s Devastating Story of Coercive Control
– Luke and Ryan Hart
51. A History of the World in 21 Women – Jenni Murray
52. The Female Eunuch – Germaine Greer